Lady in dilemma

Stands on the verge of the cliff,
with the patience fragiled over time to fall for,
and the unconquerable love to stand by,
ever has she been faced with this dilemma,
that what does life has on offer tommorow?

She often plans a suicide,
when the love is stabbed repeatedly,
by no one but her own,
she plans a suicide then,
instantaneous impulse of anger makes her run towards the edge,
but she drinks in everything,
adding poison to the heart,
when all her interia is absorbed by the love again,
her feet are grounded by the love again,
to her misery, both the reasons of her happiness,
lie in alternative worlds, both separated,
one brings her too close to her passions, that it hurts,
one takes too far away to be happy,

She quitely observes the passage of time,
the rise of the sun and the fall of the dusk,
in the utter silence , she admires her child, 
regaining all his innocence tht he had lost screaming at her,
when he had lit himself into flames of anger,
burning love out of her,
she admits to this serene moment,
the compromise she does everyday.

its the dilemma of the lady,
to live for love or to die because of it,
to end worldly matters at once,
or end the pain for who matter the most,
she, on her way to a polite answer,
on her way to a confident decision,
keeps on dragging herself forth.